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   I don't know what to say but first of all let me introduce my self. my name is Saskiya people call me Kiya actually, but on the internet i'd like to add Kaeya for my name to people know here, so please call me Kaeya i will appreciate that. I'm 18 years old now and living in a country with so many island in the world called Indonesia. My hobby is not so many to tell ya, i like music, movies or series and i like to being in touch with nature like literally u guys, if im leaving in a place with so many nature place like Switzerland i would be so much grateful really. If someone ask me to going to that place i will go crazy and crying in happiness.

     2 months from now i will go to collage and of course im an english literature student. I have to train a little now because english is not my native language. Speaking about english language, lately i make this poet about my feelings its like a diary sometimes but wrap in a poet. i'll show you one of my poetry that i wrote on April 22


the ghost of past still stay on my mind

crushing a party moment for just you &i

wondering so hard why would it relapse me again?

could be worst if we catch up yo it

and could be worst if its hurt your innocent heart

in the name of love i'll try so hard to not sinking my mind in that dirty air

for now and now let it just rest peacefully it will never ghost me

and i truly accept it with a good heart

because what's matter now is the story of us


      I can tell the story behind this poet is one day i always have a worst feeling when i remember about the past that still haunt me. All the time if this shit came into my mind i will messed up and close my eyes to back in that moment and feel so sad, guilty, hated, jealousy at the same time. So i decided to write about it and throw up the feels so i can heal and get along with it. That's all from now hopefully i could continue write on this blof even tho i know no one will read it actually, duh.

     

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